Love in the Cornhusk

after receiving Amado's letter, Tinay immediately wrote back a letter and this is how it was written;

My Dearest Amado,

Im happy to read your letter. and about your question, yes i still love you but i dont know if thats enough already. amado i am married already, although i want to be with you for the rest of my life, i cant. i want to be an honest wife to my husband. i am hoping that you can go back here and see your child. i want to let him meet his father. im sorry to hear about your mother, i understand why you went away. dont worry about me, im in very good condition although i wasnt expecting this life with my husband right now. i was aspiring for a better life with you and our child but i guess its already late for that to happen. thats all for now, i hope that you take care of yourself always. i am hoping to see you soon.

Love,

Tinay

PS. while i was reading your letter i had a flashback of all the memories that we shared.

Who I Want To Be?

Her... ♥

Lauren Conrad. she was first seen in MTV's reality series Laguna Beach

then after graduation she had another reality show which is "The Hills". she studied in FIDM Fashion Institute of Design and Merchandising. She had an internship

at Teen Vogue and worked with her friend Whitney Port in People's Revolution. Lauren also wrote 3 books which i have read already, L.A Candy, Sweet Little Lies and Sugar and Spice.

what i like about her is her attitude towards her friends, family and most especially her work. even

though there were rumors about her having sex tape scandal all over the Internet she did not let that situation pull her down instead it made her accomplish so many things in life. Lauren is very simple woman when it comes

to fashion. She even launched her very own fashion line, “The Lauren Conrad Collection”, at the Project Trade Show in Las Vegas in August 2007. she also gave me an idea of using those Chanel handbags whether in school, going out with friends. Watching her reality show gave me so many ideas about fashion, making friends, taking care of your enemy, being a modest woman even though your parents is not with you, and most especially falling in love.

Official Site: www.laurenconrad.com

Divide By Two

Belle had a boyfriend when she was still on her teenage years, but unfortunately after 3 years they broke up. Belle met a guy where a place she usually goes. they fell in love with each other. so after being engaged for 5 months they both decided to get married. they bought a house on a small town where houses dont have dividings with each other. after some months their neighbor put a fence between the two houses. so the two confronted their neighbor and it was a surprise for the both of them because their neighbor was Belle's ex-boyfriend and its was her husband's brother.

as the story ends, belle's husband and their neighbor had a talk, they opened up what happened to them in the past. they both fell in love with Belle, but his brother decided to let his brother have her. the reason why his brother put up a fence beacause he dont want to see ZBelle near him. all the memories comes back to him everytime he feels belle. Belle's reaction was so shocked that she almost made a scene. she was afraid that his husband might leave her because of what Belle did to his brother. she was very uncomfortable with them. that she almost ran away and could not take it anymore.

How My Brother Leon Brought Home A Wife

the story is about a man who comes home to his province to introduce his wife from the city to his family. now i will be creating a story about Maria bringing Leon home and meeting her parents. Leon might be a little bit shocked because as it was said in the story, Maria used to live on a city, where places are always crowded. meeting the parents of Maria will at first frustrate her parents but as their relationship grows, the parents of maria will soon accept the decision that their daughter made. while at the end of the story, both of them decided to get married and will live a simple life with their children.

well, hello again!

its been AGES! :D hahaha! okay im bored thats why i decided to blog again. oh well here it goes...

you know the feeling na alam mong may gusto sayo yung guy and gusto mo rin yung guy and all you have to do is be quiet when you see his pictures with some girls HUGGING him. :( and you have NO RIGHT to be jealous. :( its so hard... but what i can do, i think he's not really for me. oh well, enough of him. i hate him now. thats it.

JUNE 20...

i love you but i dont know where to stand. i want to bring back all our memories, but i guess its too late. we shared memories that are incomparable. now, all i can do is watch you love someone. someone that can give you what you really want. someone that you can truly love. let me tell you these, loving you was incredibly fun and being with you makes me feel that im not alone. you were always there when i needed you. now, i dont know where to start forgetting about you. i dont even know if i will be able to. your text messages that i always read, our pictures that i always look at, your songs that i always listen to. now tell me how can i really forget someone like you? i guess the reason why this happened to us is because my love was not enough. though i know that i really love you deep inside. i fell inlove with you so hard and i dont know why.


there were nights that i suddenly remember you and all i can do is cry. mornings that are not complete without you greeting me, "good morning babe :)". i wanna stop, but i dont know how. if only someone could teach me how to forget a person you really love.


now, i guess this is the best time to pick up myself and stand up again. i know you're always there, and thats it. i dont wanna expect, im tired of being hurt. thank you for everything. thank you for sharing your life with me and thank you for making me feel that im special somehow.




PS. today is June 20, same date you first said "i love you" last APRIL 20. :) i hope you still remember.

drive my soul. :*

Seems somebody put out the moon

Now the road is a minefield

I can't follow the way he moves

I can't see past the shadows

You make the darkness disappear

I feel found when you stay near

I know where I am when you are here

My way becomes so clear

When you are gone

Will I lose control?

You are the only road I know

You show me where to go

Who will drive my soul?

Seems somebody burned out the signs

I can't expect the hard curves

There is no borders

There are no lines

How can I know where to turn?

You make the street lights reappear

I feel bright when you stand near

I know what I am when you are here

My place becomes so clear

When you are gone

Will I lose control?

You're the only road I know

You show me where to go

Who will drive me soul?

Will I lose control?

You're the only road that I know

You show me where to go

Who will drive my soul?

Drive my soul

When you're gone

Will I lose control?

You're the only road I know

You show me where to go

When you're gone

Will I lose control?

You're the only road I know

You show me where to go

Who will drive my soul?