to LOVE again. :)

She’s not like that now... She knows better... She knows now that people lie, and promises can be broken as quick as they’re made... She understands that she might never be loved, and too quickly good things fly in front of your eyes before you can reach out and grab them... She knows that you can’t change or help time, so every now and then it will just run out. There isn’t a place for everyone in the world, so if you’re standing alone for a while, that’s why... Not everything in life comes easy, but when you work the hardest, that’s when it’s best... You can’t always expect people to care, and even when you’re best friends stab you in the front, don’t think for one minute that they didn’t already aim for your back... They missed for a reason. She has found out too soon, that in this life you’re your own best friend...

Everyone will be broken at some point of their life, and more often than not, it’s gonna hurt like hell... But you can’t stop it... You can’t change your fate.... Some things are meant to be and all the pain you go through will end up resulting in something huge... You don’t know what it is and when it happens it will hit you like a ton of bricks... At some point, when you have experienced everything you can, the words "Life and Risk", won’t mean anything to you anymore... But don’t try and change that... Stuff like that is meant to happen... Over time, certain things no longer have an effect on you and that happens cause it’s the way it’s supposed to be... And then life will be as it is again...You accept things as they are and go on believing that after all, life is simply more beautiful!

And when he comes... He is there, he is always there... He just made me feel right, complete, happy,calm and at peace... He made me believe loving him is okay, it is going to be okay...And that he will always be there to protect and love me... Years from now, loving him would still be the right thing... i love being with him, it’s like i can finally be myself with someone. And that’s what i've been looking for all this time... I can’t really explain why I love him, I can’t explain why I love anyone – it’s not possible, but I can put as much of a reason to some of it as possible... It’s hard not to love someone that takes away all the pain you’ve ever felt...who just stand there in front of you and wait for you to change your mind for him... hard not to love someone who unselfishly gives himself to you... for your happiness. hard not to fall in love on someone who is truly and sincerely in love with you... cause when that person who really and totally loves you comes... there's no way out of it... you just fall, the way it's always meant to be... ♥

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, mom. ♥

my mom just turned 50 last april 8,2009. we had a small celebration in our house on that day. to make it memorable here's a picture of her with her DELICIOUS cake. hahahaso after we had this small celebration, my dad and i planned for a family swimming for my mom's 50th celebration. :) it was last april 24-25. OVERNIGHT! fun! fun! fun! here's some sweet capture. :)

found you, babe :)

The greatest feeling in the world is to be around someone who wants to hold you... wants to kiss you, wants to be around you, wants to call you or chat at night, wants to see you smile, wants to see you everyday... But I think whats better than that, is finding someone that does it all, because he wants to see you happy! :)

i found the guy who can make me smile... just by the way he says "hi" when we see each other. or chat with me in the middle of the night... the guy who patienly corrects me with every mistake that i do. the guy who makes my hands shake when i'm sitting next to him and the guy who is not afraid to keep hugging me,when i'm not really ready to let go...♥

i found you, and im not gonna let you go. :)

FINALLY! :)

after a year finally i met my LOVELY FRIENDS again. yey! :) BARBIE, JESICA and NICHOLE. :) i love you girls. :)

i was with HIM, drove to MOA because he left his license in his car... singing while driving was so fun. hahahahaha. :P sobrang init! grabe! :)) we ate in QWELOS/GWELOS (whatever) hahahaha. :)

here's some captured moments. :)

the last shot. :)

GIRLS, i had soooo much fun seeing and being with you all again. :) see you on MAY 2! i looove you all. :*

monday TAMBAY :)

so wala akong pasok kanina kaya me, madam, and totee went to festi, and had coffee in starbucks (libre ni MADAM! thanks madam!) after having coffee we went to this MALL, (i dont wanna tell the name, masyadong sosyal. hahahaha) we watched, "Psst T2", and it was frickin' scary! :)) im serious, JOHN LLOYD was there, YAY! :)) hahahaha. after watching, we went "shopping" at watsons, we bought some stuff for foot scrubbing and hot oil for our hair. :)

we had our own SIMPLE party. :))

and its called, "foot scrub party!"

here's some pictures. ;)

after having a foot scrub, we went tambay in front our house. :))

here's some pics. :)

thanks guys! i loove you! :) i had fun. ;)

feeling ♥

...I can't explain this feeling for you, but I guess I can try... It's like I've waited for this one thing my whole life, and it's suddenly right in front of me....

... I know you sometimes doubt how you feel for me, and sometimes I doubt how I feel for you, but then there are times, stupid times, like when we're posing for a picture, or we're sitting in the car, holding hands with each other or when we're walking together and we brush against each other, and I know without a question you're feeling the same way I am....

...And those moments, however few or far between, make everything we go through worth it... What can I say? Somewhere in these past few days, I've fallen inlove with you....

-from my friend. :)